Open Letter #101

Dear Friend,

I'm in awe of your actions lately. It's amazing how I've been there for you and how you've just changed as if I haven't. I've listened to you rationalize your cheating man, gave you advise, listened to you cry, listened to you complain, never judged you for all the foolish things you've done, been a FRIEND. But the minute you gain new people in your life, you flip. You go MIA for over a week, and give me some bs excuse about your computer (although 1. I contacted you via phone several times and 2. I saw you all over facebook/myspace during that time frame), and now you come at me with this new found crap.

I'm amazed that you would have the balls to even come at me to ask me for what you did, but I'm even more in awe that you thought I was wrong. You want me to see things from your side because you're being caught between two friends - whatever. You're the same one who gives her boyfriend's FRIENDS (who don't give two craps about you) money, yet you come at me for money when I'm struggling financially, and this comes after I tell you I can't afford to do something.

And with all honesty - I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUGG WHAT THAT GIRL THINKS OF ME AFTER THIS. She should've handled her business properly and more time efficiently and she would not have been placed in this predicament.

You asked me a question - what do I want you to do. Well here's your answer - I want you to not come at me with bull because you have a friend who's just as passive as you and can't handle her business. I want you to think for a second what you were asking me. I want you to back me up to your friend so it doesn't look like I'm being some bitch but that I'm being reasonable. I want you to be the friend you were before you decided to be consumed in there world.

Like I said, this thing is bigger than just the mere fact that you came at me last night with bs. It's me coming to the realization that you need to be distanced once again. I'll give you your time with your new found friends who can better relate with what you're going through. Me, I have much bigger and better things happening to be worried about the actions of a "friend".

Until you open your eyes
Always a true friend

P.S. you keep blaming your BF for you falling out with your friends, and family. It's not him. It's you. Realize that!